Counting Down the Days…

approximately 10 1/2 to 11 months before my life gets back to normal…
approximately 46.5 to 48 weeks…
approximately 325.5 to 336 days…
approximately that long until I am hopefully safe with Auntie from all the forces of decadence and destruction that cloud my every thought each day…
approximately that long until I graduate with two degrees in preparation for grad school…
approximately that long until I am hopefully transitioning from being an undergrad student to being a grad student…
approximately that long until light is finally restored into my soul…
approximately that long until I go back to instructing people on the faith again…

As Mother’s child, all I can say is, “Are we there yet?” But she turns around and tells me to concentrate on my studies. I’m scared right now but I’m Auntie’s child. And I know that it’s because of this that there is hope. I can’t die…I mustn’t die…I won’t kill myself for that would leave a woman, unable to have children on her own (so I am the only child she has) completely broken, shattered…and I would die a failure.

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About newenglandsun

A student. Male. Passionate. Easily offended. Child-like wonderer. Growing in faith, messing up daily.
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